All she really wants is for you to finally get the nerve to say how you really feel about her. That way, when you look at her, she's not still second-guessing what you really mean.

Because I love you, you enormously stubborn pain in the ass.

*mine*

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you. I daydream about you all the time, replaying pieces of our conversation; laughing at funny things that you said. I've memorized your face. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though neither of us know what the future holds, I know one thing for sure; you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. *mine*

You wanna play the game? It’s like this: You play around, you have fun, you share secrets, you tell stories, you cry on each others shoulders, you hold hands, you think about forever. But you don’t fall in love. Because the first one who does, loses.

They still want each other; they still need each other more than anything in the world. They're just taking a long time to figure it all out.

 He is like nobody else in the world. When I’m with him, it’s like I’m split in half. Part of me is on fire, going crazy if I’m not touching him. The other half is calm and peaceful, just perfectly content, knowing he is the one for me.

Everything is a double meaning when you say it, and I’ve given up trying to figure you out. I’m playing blindly by your rules because you won’t share them with me. You leave me breathless and in agony, I feel happiness and sorrow in the same instant. What you do to me is inexplicable, but know one thing is for sure. We’re in love. Head over heels, scary, terrible, incredible, painful love. And we are the only things holding us back. We let the distance come between us and our love. We can’t bear to be apart, but we can’t bear to be together through the distance. There is no right way for us. There is no way for us. We’re stuck in this fear of love.  

*mine*

And in that moment I just wanted him to push me hard against a wall and kiss me. I didn't want to think anymore; I didn't want to question it. I just wanted to feel it. Sometimes all we need is just to feel it.

  

He’s got this thing about him; I just can’t put a finger on it. Something about him, the way his hair lies on his head, the way he walks, or the way he talks. I feel my heart racing whenever he walks in my direction or looks at me with such piercing eyes, I almost fall over, he makes me lose my balance and act like such a fool.

 

Just say yes; just say there’s nothing holding you back. It’s neither a test nor a trick of the mind, only love. Just say yes, because I’m aching, and I know you are too, for the touch of the warm skin as I breathe you in. I can feel your heart beat through my shirt. This is all I wanted, all I wanted from you.

The reason I am still so attached to you is because I never felt that way about anyone. Cliché, right? Well, I’m serious. To this day, I would take you for all you are. I would take all the lack of communication and all the bullshit you pull. I would deal with your stubborn mind and closed heart. Tell me why, out of all the price charmings, why did I choose the most uncharming of them all?

Just because somebody doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.