Monday, October 31

Cause I'm about to set fire to everything I see

Do you know when to walk away? Do you know when not to take less than what you deserve?

I cannot imagine what it would feel like to all of the sudden be hit with the realization that the one person you love more than anyone or anything in the world is never coming back. You'll never see them again. You'll never hear their voice again. They're not coming back even to say goodbye. I cannot even imagine...
*mine*


 Love is only as complicated as we make it.

I wanted to be the person he told things to. I wanted him to think I was pretty. I wanted him to be reminded of me by stuff I liked - the color green and pink lemonade and friendship bracelets. And I wanted him to miss me when we were apart. I wanted him to feel, when we were lying in bed together, like he couldn't imagine anywhere better.



You're like a bolt of lightning when I'm standing in an open field with nothing and no one to protect me. You electrify my heart.

If you love someone, you must be prepared to set them free.

When a girl says, "I'm done," it usually means, "Fight for me." 


Don't be careless just care less.

You can spend the night beside her. And you know she's half crazy but that's why you want to be there.

I believed in love once - and love failed me.

Friday, October 28

If this was a movie

Seems the only one who doesn't see your beauty is the face in the mirror, looking back at you. You walk around here thinking you're not pretty. But that's not true, cause I know you.

It's like, I'm so happy. I'm happy being with you. We're happy in this relationship. And like we've said before, you and I don't normally have good relationships for this long. So I'm just kind of waiting for the other shoe to drop. I'm waiting for the huge explosion that ruins all of this happiness. I'm happy... I'm just laying beside you, smiling, staring at the ceiling and waiting for the other shoe to drop.*mine*

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart? It's not unbroken anymore. How do I get it back to the way it was before?

I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl who's desperately in love with you.

I keep thinking about how amazing we are together. We're messed up in such a way that makes us perfect for each other. But I can't help but think that someday we won't be so happy. Someday, this will end. And honestly, I just want to know when. I want to know when my happiness will be over. I just want to know so that I don't have to keep wondering whether this fight will be the last or if tonight will be the last time I get to kiss your sweet lips. I don't want the end of us to be a surprise to me. I want to know so I can have a bittersweet goodbye. So I can come to terms with it and be able to let you go when it's time.
*mine*

After everything, I must confess... I need you.

I know looks can be deceiving but I know I saw a light in you. As we walked, we were talking and I didn't say half the things I wanted to. Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window, I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold. Boy, you might have me believing I don't always have to be alone.

I've seen it all, so I thought, but I've never seen nobody shine the way you do. The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name. It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change.


Why are people always leaving? I think you and I should stay the same.

Now I'm screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain, it's 2am and I'm cursing your name. We're so in love that we act insane, and that's the way I love you. Breaking down and coming undone, it's a roller coaster kinda rush. And I never knew I could feel that much and that's the way I love you.

Thursday, October 27

It must be love that I'm in

I'm in love with you. I've been in love with you for... ever. I'm a little late, I know I'm a little late but... I just want you to take your time, you know? Take all the time you need because you have a choice to make. And when I had a choice to make, I chose wrong.


Don't be flattered that they miss you. They should miss you. You're deeply missable. However, they're still the same person who broke up with you. Remember, the only reason they can miss you is because they're choosing, every day, not to be with you.

You don't just automatically love someone. You slowly learn how to trust them, how to start believing in them. You want to be with them to the point where you're jealous of anyone else who gets a little of their time. It gets you mad, but you learn to get past it, because you can't be jealous forever. And then you realize, you don't even feel jealous anymore because you have this unwavering confidence that this person will never leave you, never betray you and would never pick someone else over you. They make you feel irreplaceable. That's when it hits you. You really do love each other and it's completely unbreakable.


If I punched you in the face, would you still love me?

He completes me. He's my other half. His heart loves me even at my worst, and his arms hold me at my weakest. He's my superman... He's my man.
*mine*


Why is it that everything I love about you also grosses me out?

Just so you know, I always want your arm around me at the movies :)
*mine*

I want to wake up on Saturday morning in your old t-shirt. I want heart shaped waffles. I want fights where we end up laughing so hard we can't breathe. I want two toothbrushes in my toothbrush holder and an extra drawer with your things in it. 
*mine*   
 

I'm tough. I try to hide it. I'm difficult. But if you make an effort, I'm worth it. I'm worth the effort.

You chose to climb the mountain. You can't change your mind in the middle of the climb.


Saturday, October 15

It's 3am, I must be lonely

Women are sensitive. They over think every little thing and they care about way more than they should. But that's what makes their love so strong.

Cause I'm so mad I might tell you that it's over
But if you look a little closer
I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door
-The Other Side of the Door, Taylor Swift


I've been thinking about what you said to me a few nights ago. About how much stress I'm putting on you. And you're right. It's totally unfair for all of my happiness to depend on whether or not I talk to you all day or whether or not I spend the night in your arms. So if you notice I'm distant, it's because I'm trying to put less stress on you. I'm being happy with or without you again.
*mine*

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punchline just a joke?
-Speechless, Lady Gaga

I just want someone to talk with me so I can empty out what I've been holding inside.


I couldn't help it. I painted this amazing picture of us. I made up this crazy story of how we were going to be. It was like we met, but we were both kind of involved with other people. And we dated and both kinda ran back to the people we were with. And then when we were finally getting somewhere I moved away. It was this huge soap opera thing. We loved each other but couldn't be together. We were scared; we were hiding. And then, one day, we just couldn't help ourselves anymore. And we've been crazy together. Now, isn't that just the most romantic thing ever? But we both know what we are isn't romantic or one of those amazing love stories. Because those aren't real. And I can't believe I got wrapped up in it and so hopeful. Why do I do this to myself?
*mine*

If worrying were an effective weight loss program, women would be invisible.

It turns out you can't save people from themselves.

We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors; they drown us out at sea.

Kiss me like you'll never see me again.

Tuesday, October 11

When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am

Every night I've been outside and thinking of you, and every time I'm in that situation I see a shooting star. And every wish I make is about you.
*my boo* :)


 I don't want to close my eyes because you might leave when I'm not looking. But I'm afraid to keep them open because I couldn't stand to watch you walk away.


You disappear so completely into your head sometimes. I wish I could follow you.

"I fell in love."
"Oh, as if you had no choice? There's a moment, there's always a moment. 'I can do this, I can give in to this, or I can resist it.' And I don't know when your moment was, but I bet you there was one."

I've learned that when it hurts too much inside your heart, it always has a way of showing; no matter how many masks you wear.


I believe that for the most part, love is about choices. It's about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending...Most of the time. And sometimes, despite all your best intentions, fate wins anyway.

It's hard to find the perfect time to say something you know is going to change everything.


I'm not sentimental - I'm as romantic as you are. The idea, you know, is that the sentimental person thinks things will last - the romantic person has a desperate confidence that they won't.


People's brains stop working when they think they're going to lose someone they love.


Blessed are those who have not seen and yet believe.

This video is amazing...

 
The Story- Sara Ramirez 
Grey's Anatomy Clip
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am

But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you

I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby, I broke them all for you

Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do
I was made for you

You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess

No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what I've been through
Like you do
And I was made for you

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am

But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
It's true...I was made for you