Thursday, October 27

It must be love that I'm in

I'm in love with you. I've been in love with you for... ever. I'm a little late, I know I'm a little late but... I just want you to take your time, you know? Take all the time you need because you have a choice to make. And when I had a choice to make, I chose wrong.


Don't be flattered that they miss you. They should miss you. You're deeply missable. However, they're still the same person who broke up with you. Remember, the only reason they can miss you is because they're choosing, every day, not to be with you.

You don't just automatically love someone. You slowly learn how to trust them, how to start believing in them. You want to be with them to the point where you're jealous of anyone else who gets a little of their time. It gets you mad, but you learn to get past it, because you can't be jealous forever. And then you realize, you don't even feel jealous anymore because you have this unwavering confidence that this person will never leave you, never betray you and would never pick someone else over you. They make you feel irreplaceable. That's when it hits you. You really do love each other and it's completely unbreakable.


If I punched you in the face, would you still love me?

He completes me. He's my other half. His heart loves me even at my worst, and his arms hold me at my weakest. He's my superman... He's my man.
*mine*


Why is it that everything I love about you also grosses me out?

Just so you know, I always want your arm around me at the movies :)
*mine*

I want to wake up on Saturday morning in your old t-shirt. I want heart shaped waffles. I want fights where we end up laughing so hard we can't breathe. I want two toothbrushes in my toothbrush holder and an extra drawer with your things in it. 
*mine*   
 

I'm tough. I try to hide it. I'm difficult. But if you make an effort, I'm worth it. I'm worth the effort.

You chose to climb the mountain. You can't change your mind in the middle of the climb.


Saturday, October 15

It's 3am, I must be lonely

Women are sensitive. They over think every little thing and they care about way more than they should. But that's what makes their love so strong.

Cause I'm so mad I might tell you that it's over
But if you look a little closer
I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door
-The Other Side of the Door, Taylor Swift


I've been thinking about what you said to me a few nights ago. About how much stress I'm putting on you. And you're right. It's totally unfair for all of my happiness to depend on whether or not I talk to you all day or whether or not I spend the night in your arms. So if you notice I'm distant, it's because I'm trying to put less stress on you. I'm being happy with or without you again.
*mine*

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punchline just a joke?
-Speechless, Lady Gaga

I just want someone to talk with me so I can empty out what I've been holding inside.


I couldn't help it. I painted this amazing picture of us. I made up this crazy story of how we were going to be. It was like we met, but we were both kind of involved with other people. And we dated and both kinda ran back to the people we were with. And then when we were finally getting somewhere I moved away. It was this huge soap opera thing. We loved each other but couldn't be together. We were scared; we were hiding. And then, one day, we just couldn't help ourselves anymore. And we've been crazy together. Now, isn't that just the most romantic thing ever? But we both know what we are isn't romantic or one of those amazing love stories. Because those aren't real. And I can't believe I got wrapped up in it and so hopeful. Why do I do this to myself?
*mine*

If worrying were an effective weight loss program, women would be invisible.

It turns out you can't save people from themselves.

We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors; they drown us out at sea.

Kiss me like you'll never see me again.

Tuesday, October 11

When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am

Every night I've been outside and thinking of you, and every time I'm in that situation I see a shooting star. And every wish I make is about you.
*my boo* :)


 I don't want to close my eyes because you might leave when I'm not looking. But I'm afraid to keep them open because I couldn't stand to watch you walk away.


You disappear so completely into your head sometimes. I wish I could follow you.

"I fell in love."
"Oh, as if you had no choice? There's a moment, there's always a moment. 'I can do this, I can give in to this, or I can resist it.' And I don't know when your moment was, but I bet you there was one."

I've learned that when it hurts too much inside your heart, it always has a way of showing; no matter how many masks you wear.


I believe that for the most part, love is about choices. It's about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending...Most of the time. And sometimes, despite all your best intentions, fate wins anyway.

It's hard to find the perfect time to say something you know is going to change everything.


I'm not sentimental - I'm as romantic as you are. The idea, you know, is that the sentimental person thinks things will last - the romantic person has a desperate confidence that they won't.


People's brains stop working when they think they're going to lose someone they love.


Blessed are those who have not seen and yet believe.

This video is amazing...

 
The Story- Sara Ramirez 
Grey's Anatomy Clip
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am

But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you

I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby, I broke them all for you

Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do
I was made for you

You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess

No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what I've been through
Like you do
And I was made for you

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am

But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
It's true...I was made for you

Thursday, September 29

I love this song :)

Storm Warning
By Hunter Hayes

She rolled in from the west in a summer sundress
Hotter than the heat in July
With her windblown hair it just wasn't fair
The way she was blowing in my mind
Have you ever noticed every hurricane gets it's name from a girl like this?

She's a beautiful mess,
Yeah, the kind you love to love
But what happens next?
I got a feeling when the sun comes up

I'm gonna wish I had a storm warning
I'm gonna wish I had a sign
I'm gonna wish I had a little heads up,
Little lee-way, little more time
Some kind of radar system locked in on love
I got a feeling by the time the night finds the morning
I'm gonna wish I had a storm warning
I'm gonna wish I had a storm warning

Ain't it funny how it feels when you're burning your wheels
Somewhere between going and gone?
You get so lost that you can't turn it off,
You give in and you just turn it on
She's a harp on a reign, red lips like a flame
She's the girl from your favorite song

What a beautiful mess,
One part angel, one part perfect, one part wreck
The kind of flood you'll never forget

I'm gonna wish I had a storm warning
I'm gonna wish I had a sign
I'm gonna wish I had a little heads up,
Little lee-way, little more time
Some kind of radar system locked in on love
I got a feeling by the time the night finds the morning
I'm gonna wish I had a storm warning

I'm gonna wish I had a storm warning
I'm gonna wish I had a sign
I'm gonna wish I had a little heads up,
Little lee-way, little more time
Some kind of radar system locked in on love

I'm gonna wish I had a storm warning

Tuesday, September 13

The world shines brighter when you're here

Bad stuff does happen sometimes. Always remember that, but remember that you have to move on somehow. You just pick up your head at stare at something beautiful like the sky, or the ocean, and you move the hell on.

For this girl, music is her life. It was there with her through all the drama, the break ups, the fights with friends. ask her to name her favorite song, she'll name ten. When she's been put down, kicked around, all she has to do is put on her headphones and walk away from it all.

I sometimes wonder how my life looks in other people's eyes. Do they think I have it easy? Do they think I have nothing going on for myself? Or are they fascinated by who I am?

I fought to get you; I fought to keep you. I lost once, but I kept fighting. Kept hoping you'd come back to me. And you did. But now I'm back to fighting to keep you again. I'm tired of fighting for you. Because all I do is lose.
*mine*

We fight mainly for one reason. Cause when you fight, you truly find out how much you're willing to take before you break and when you break you need to see if that other person truly cares enough to make everything okay again. Cause without fighting, the liars of love could be walking all over the place.

I only plan everything because you plan nothing.

Sunday, September 11

Fight for Me

I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you to stand outside my window throwing pebbles, screaming, "I'm in love with you."

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking. And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me?

Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain. Kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain.

I'll leave my window open, cause I'm too tired at night to call your name. Just know I"m right here hoping that you'll come in with the rain.

And I stare at the phone he still hasn't called and you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all. And I flashback to when you said forever and always.